I was watching this thing and I realized that I am never going to be like that again. same way with music not meaning anything to me really anymore like it did when I was younger. I am never going to be "madly in love" and "heartbroken" and "love sick" over a woman. I mean I'm not swearing off pussy. I'm not full on incel or mgtow. I would be willing to hook up at times regularly with a woman with no strings attached and her not thinking she can move in with me and take over. it would have to be some short term thing or an agreement to live separate but not screw other people. i don't want sloppy seconds for cuck and disease reasons not jealousy really anymore. but jealousy is a healthy instinct you have when y ou're younger because you know female nature and you don't need to waste energy raising another man's kids that aren't biologically yours which women will try to trick you into doing. so many men out here probably raising another man's kid. or even pay child support for another man's kid. anyway, do you agree? ain't it peaceful in a way to think you'll never have to endure this shit again? that dopamine rush or whatever it is of getting pussy and having a girl cling to you for a while was really good but the lows of it when it went away are like this too but it all seems so immature and silly looking back. so many guys wasting the best parts of their life still pining over some whore who has moved on emotionally and physically. wish i could get so much of my 20s and 30s back with the knowledge i have now.